Just a few things...

.. that I wanted to tell you.

First of all, this blog is not closed : I'm going to make it better, but I really don't know if it's going to work. I have many other sites, no, actually, just a few, but it's hard to explain. When I begin, I'm never sure that' I'll finish it...

I'm going to recreate this blog. Some articles are going to stay here, some others are going to disappear suddenly. Don't worry, I'm just... growing up ? Perhaps... And I don't want to see what I was before. I hate this part of what I am, so let's forget it for a while.
I will write in english, mostly, for I find this language quite accurate for what I feel, what I think. It's the language of blues, jazz, gospel, and soul, and this is the world I'm living in. Or, at least, one of the worlds I'm living in.
I'll write in french sometimes, but it not very much. I'll talk about me, myself and I, as it is a blog (and it's the goal of a blog...). But also about... Something else. You'll see later.
I'm going to say everything I wish to say, and you'll be shoked, you'll discover that you don't even know me a little. Oh, yes, that's crazy, isn't it ? I don't even know myself, and, as Marilyn Manson says "I don't even want to be myself". So, let's talk about what I am... or not.

Eventually...
If you think it's great to insult someone on his/her blog, be sure I'll let you do it. However, be sure the admin of this site will be aware of what you're doing.

Have a nice trip !

Sincerely yours,
The author of this blog,
Hellawyn.
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# Posted on Thursday, 19 February 2009 at 5:40 AM

BBS Websites (& online friendship).

I'm sure you don't know these websites...

Parano.be
&
Projet-Ivy.net .

The first one : Parano.be .
One rule on this site : this is a game, so if you don't want to play, you'll never like it.
Then, if you enter, you'll discover a strange world, seperated in many sectors. You can easily find a sector that you like, as there are almost 100 sectors, talking about music, hobbies, towns, travelling, sex, pictures, countries, litterature...
There are also "grades" : when you enter the site, you're IR which signify "Infra-rouge". Then, you can become Rouge, Orange, Jaune, Vert, Bleu, Violet, Indigo, and Ultra-Violet. Yes, as in the Rainbow. The goal is not to become an UV, because you just can't. The goal is to survive without making any mistake. If you write many articles, if you behave as you are supposed to behave, you'll be able to be upgraded. But don't even hope to become more than Bleu. And don't forget : on this site, 23rd degree jokes are Kings and Queens.
How many people on this BBS website ?
Well...
96 citoyens violets
288 citoyens bleus
1015 citoyens verts
2637 citoyens jaunes
11282 citoyens oranges
837 citoyens rouges
455 citoyens infra-rouges.
Without counting the Indigos and UVs, of course.
Therefore it's big, it's quite strange, but you can easily find what you're looking for all days long : happiness.
Because on this website, don't forget another thing : "Happiness is compulsory" in french : "Le Bonheur est obligatoire, Citoyen.".
The Big Boss of the website is called "L'Ordinateur". He makes the rules. We respect them and we worship him. That's all.
Oh, and I forgot : if you want to come inside the website, you have to be invited. Therefore, I'll give you an invitation if you really want to discover everything. Just ask.
Adress : http://www.parano.be/ .


Now, Projet-Ivy.net .
This is quite different from the first one.
Here, you can find what we call "Sphères" : it's the same as the sectors on Parano. There not as many Sphères as on Parano. But there are also very interessant (perhaps more). We can talk about music, cinema, litterature, high-fashion, girls & guys, sexuality & seduction, comics, sport,... Many, many things.
There are grades, too : when you enter the site, you are an ND, which means "Non-déterminé". Then, you'll become an Homme or a Femme, according to your genre. Then, you'll become a Citoyen. That's the basic grade. If you write a little, if you talk with people, you'll become a Responsable. Then, according to your participation, you'll become a Maître, a Grand Maître, and finally, a Promu. If you are very active on your Sphère, if you help it to live, you'll be able to discover the Gouvernement. You can quite easily become a Ministre, and perhaps, with a little bit of luck and will, you'll become one day a Gouverneur, which the highest grade in a Sphère. If you prefer Justice, you can become an Inspecteur, which is under the power of a Juge, and above them, there is a Agent. There are only 3 Agents on the website, so don't even hope to become one of them. The highest grade on the site is Elu. When you're an Elu, you're the most powerful person of the websites. There are 8 Elus, each has a specific role on the site.
Well, that's all, I think... As in Parano, you have to remember that it is only a game, all the time. The rule is : be very polite, be very kind, welcome the new members, whatever your grade is... And you'll survive on the site.
I find it better than Parano... 'cause there is more respect, and you can easilier reach high grades.
The symbol of the website is an ivy leaf. And as there is the Ordinateur on Parano, there is the Goddess Ivy on Projet-Ivy.
If you wish to discover the website, just ask me to invite you (the same procedure as on Parano).
Adress : http://www.projet-ivy.net/ .


These two websites are free.
However, if you want more options, you can buy a VIP on Parano or an Indulgence on Projet-Ivy. The money earned by this way is used to organise parties, or to help the website getting better (buying new servers...).

Well, that's it.
BBS Websites (& online friendship).
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# Posted on Thursday, 19 February 2009 at 10:15 AM
Edited on Thursday, 19 February 2009 at 10:28 AM

Virtual Friendship from Ivy : Valérian.

Virtual Friendship from Ivy : Valérian.

Well, on Ivy, I've met someone... Oh, actually, to make it short, a very nice belgian man who thinks he's a fairy... Or, at least, he wishes to become a fairy.
As I've said, he's nice. Quite strange sometimes... And he likes everything that concerns Japan and Asian culture. He would like, for instance, to have a kitsune and a mokana. If you don't know what it is, ask me or ask your best friend Google. It's very easy to find out that both are fantastic creatures from a manga, therefore, impossible to have. Another wish : he would like to fly. Not in a plane, but as a fairy. Impossible, too.

You see the kind of people he is ?
Because it's quite hard...
What else...
I know him not for a long time, but I really like him. Yes, he's one of the best people I've ever known... Always smiling, laughing... But he can also be serious... or not...
Hum, just an information, if you're a girl and if you find him great, don't even hope to make him falling in love with you. He just prefers men, and he has already a boyfriend (whom he seems to be in love with).

Oh, and just a word, dear, if you read it : stop being difficult with your pseudonym !!!
One day, I'll go to Belgium. I have to. That's all. I'm fed up with the fact of being far away from nice people...

Thank you for being there, and making me laugh all day long.
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# Posted on Thursday, 19 February 2009 at 11:33 AM

Luxure.

Well, some french words...
Some explanations about this poem before reading it.
First of all, this poem is a praise of lust and libertinism...
Then, it doesn't mean that I practice libertinism, and it doesn't mean I don't practice it.
Therefore, it will be nice from you not to judge me through what I write. Thank you.


Je risquerais de me noyer dans des limbaux d'infortune,
Pour toi, pauvre luxure.
Et dans tes mains cueillir le sang
Qui de ses larmes a vu cette nuit,
Douce lueur aux reflets d'espoir
Injustice bercée d'impossible,
Rêves avortés,
Détruits, dans ta sombre perfection.
Armée de soleils,
Tous unis en une même cadence
Jusqu'au dernier des soupirs
De cette merveilleuse jouissance.
A quand le temps passé des indécences ?
A quand cet avenir épris de tes sourires ?
A quand, à jamais cette beauté évanescente,
Indécises caresses qui au bout de nos prières
Effleurent mes mains à tes lèvres...
N'imaginons que ce dernier instant,
Protégeons ce dernier, timide bourgeon d'éternité...
Te lire toutes les mélodies aériennes,
Et offrir à ton âme un silence troublé
Par d'inconscients rivages de nudités...
Tu me berces, dans ces infinies voluptés
Toutes interdites par le cri du malheur.
Triste charogne éloignée de ses terres,
Mise aux portes de mon innocent univers,
Pauvre cadavre d'une apparence désespérée...
Ne t'appartenir qu'en ces douleurs
Lointaine fierté...
Pour eux libertine,
Et pour toi, liberté.
Attraper mes pensées au soleil de mes vies,
Incandescente passion tentée par tant d'esprit,
Eternel désir souffrant de tant de vices...
Amante d'un trop bel Adam,
Amoureuse de cette pomme,
Douceur sucrée, irrésistible tentation,
Je préfère souffrir de ta désillusion...
Et m'endormir avec tes yeux comme étincelle
Sombrant à tes côtés,
Rêves éternels...
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# Posted on Thursday, 19 February 2009 at 12:29 PM